well, i am STILL trying very hard to put up an ecommerce website. i truly can't believe how little time i have to put up this site.
so many of my dreams happen this way, i want to do something, i calculate that i can because i think the time and energy it takes equals x. and guess what? it ALWAYS takes x to the 3rd or 4th power. or multifold x by 10. or, i guess you could say, x tenfold. maybe even 100fold.
so i keep on truckin' anyway.
i just need to put EVERYTHING on my calendar. and even then there are always things mis-calendared or just plain missed. like, i need to calendar de-fleaing the cat. course, once i start itching, i will remember. don't wanna wait that long.
suddenly, i feel itchy now.
and where does the time go? i thought i cleared out my house - did spring cleaning, you know? less than 6 months ago - but nope, i think it has actually been 19 years.
and to top all this off - i have become a ef'ing insomniac - which doesn't help staying on task. you would think that now that i sleep less, i could get more done. doesn't work that way. unfortunately. it just means i slug around more. like right now at 4:15 in the morning, i could be doing exercise or painting large canvas or even baking up tonight's meal. but nope. i'm writing here about not getting anything done. which is at least something, i know, but you should see the slow rate i'm typing. i.t.'s. a.b.o.u.t. l.i.k.e. t.h.i.s.
maybe i will try another sleeping pill.