Saturday, December 29, 2007
that time of year......
i don't know about you, but i am looking forward to the new year - i love new years resolutions, changing my comfy habits to ones of rigger, self control, discipline and,(gulp, cough, ahem), self management. ugh! i guess that is what a new years resolution is - an attempt at self management. but (ironically) i don't want to. no, no, no!
oh, god, help me pleeeease - why am i such a slob? why am i such an overfed, under exercised, tired old battle axe with definite signs of arthritis, meanness and hard-headedness? --why do i have so much change ahead of me... and why is it such an uphill battle?
what??? its my own damn fault? (i need a margarita from margaritaville)
BUT, my own fault?!?! how does that help this situation, placing fault, pointing fingers, laughing.
*sob* (heavier) *sob*, (hiccup), sniffle, groan......ugh!
ok, i'm over it - i'm going back to bed.